cecita kuh

dlu mse ak 7 thn...
kre ak dajah 1 la...
baru merangkal knl ape 2 skolah..
ak ade cita2...

klo tye bdk2 lain..
mst bdk2 akn ckp...

"sy nk jd doktor"..

"sy nk jd cikgu"...

tp..

ak ckp nk jd stewardess...

hebat x cita2 ak...?

ble ak taw...

peramugari xbleh bkai tdg...
kne pkai skirt...
ak kembali mnjd org yg xde cita2


then,
ak msk mrsm gerik...
stiap kali ckg2 baru msk kls@ade sesi ice breaking...

ckg akn tye...

"sbtkan nama pnh kamu&cita2 kamu skli yer..."

ak plg bluurrr...

ak nk ckp ape neh...
ak xde cita2 dh...

so,
ble smpai turn ak..

ak pon ckp...

"sy nk jd chef"...

skli lg ak different dr org lain...

ak igt lg..

teacher norizan k nme die ntah...
die kte cita2 ak nk jd chef bgs...

so...
spnjg ak kt gerik...
itu la cita2 menipu ak...
chef!

form 4...
ak msk mrsm beseri...

bnde yg sme ckg tye...

ape ak ptt jwb...
xkan chef la kot???

okeh...
i got it...

sbbkn ak ske kemas rmh...
ak ske tgk casa impian...

ak pon ckp..

"i want to be an interior designer"....


bla...bla...

hari beganti hari...
bulan beganti bulan...

tbe2...
baru ak sdr...
ak ske elektrik...
ak ske elektronik..

"i want to be an electronic engineer"...



kali neh ak serius...

ak sgt ske ble bljr elektrik elktronik dlm fizik...
ak slalu ajr kwn2 ak sbjk neh...
fizik la satu2nyer sbjk fevret ak..
and...
ak bleh score dpt A...
ak pnh dpt highest dlm kls...

ak jln2 dlm library mktb...
ttbe ak jmpe handbook electronic engineering...

ske sgt...
tbl gler...
beribu2 page...

ak pn nk pnjmla...
tp pakcik library xkasi...

ak kte ak xkira...
ak nk gak...

ak dh nk bwk kluar dh...
tbe2 pak tu kte..
ok..
ok...bleh pnjm...

YES!!

Kli terakhir org pnjm adalah 10 thn yg lps sblm ak pnjm blk...

ala...
ble hjg thn f5...
ade mock interview...

kne cte psl cita2 lg...
dh cte2 ak engineer...
ak spttnyer cte psl engineering...

tp taw ak ckp nk jd ape...????

ak nk jd heel designer....


hakhakkkk...
ttbe tkluar psl nk jd heel designer...
nk bt cner lg dah...

bla...bla..bla...

kne isi borg upu...

arrggghhh...

sshnyer...

ak sgt bengap add math...

so...

stlh pk sbaik2nyer...
beserta air mte skli...

ak plh architecture&environmental design as my 1st choice

sdh sgt xambk engineering...
tp xpe la...

bla...bla..bla...

kne isi streamlining ...

benci2...
kne bt pilihan lg...

wah...
kli neh ak plh architecture plhn ptme ak...

biar btol...

neh la plhn2 ak time streamlining hr 2...

1)architecture
2)quantity servyor
3)applied art(interior designer)
4)urban and regional planning
5)landscape

fuhhh...
btol ke plhn ak..???

ak ambk mse 2 mggu...

4th mac...
ak spttnyer ade portfolio...
ak msk kls stdnt yg nk ambk arch...
tp hati ak xde kt situ...

sbb...
mlm 3rd mac...
ak dh bgtw mdm.M...
ak nk tkr QS...
ak mngs gler2....

tp skrg ak lega dgn plhn ak...

wait n see...
ape akn jd nnt....

adekah cita2 ak brbh lg?